lost controlling myself

may i know wat circumstance now?
4:21am,lieing in my bed around two hours oledi,y i still cant sleep soundly?
y my brain still reviving my unhappy recall during my high school?
wat a basketball team made me changed much!
i'm still regret tat y i was a basketball player once....

since tat happened,i hd changed....
once,i was a tolerant people...
once,i hd a lot of frens around me...
once,i could face to everybody wif smilling face anytime...
once,i could believe my frens wif genuine heart...
once,frenship be d 1st in my heart,more important than my family....

bt now,i hd 360 changed myself...
i dun hv many frens around me...
i wont believe people....
be filled wif mistrust face to people...
family is d most important to me nw....
dey sacrificially do anythings to me especially my mum....

i wan to refresh original myself.....
bt i still hate d people hurt me deeply in 2008 training camp...
i din do any wrong,y she directly pissed off to me n attacked d wall then run away!

tired sunday=.=

wow.......
the prices of persia...
no bad....
make us train n stimulate~~~~

when i woke up...
just finished my bath,wan yen asked me wan watch movie or not....
i promised her tat i was so bored in my room........
she said tat sharon asked us watching movie in the seremban terminal....
v prepared in a shortly n rush time.......
after tat,wan yan,yen ling,shu yi n i go to the ktm by 12.15pm school bus....
v met sharon in the station ktm...

our time of movie is 4.25pm......
make us bored n bored......
in the moment,v shop n eat in the shopping center.....

a buy more,eat more,waste more day again.......
feeling sad in the ended.......

tis is my 1st time go out wif my college's frens.....
tis is my 1st time go to seremban terminal......
 feeling happy n bored......
feeling the terminal center no bad.......
although thr din hv technological facilities....
just like BP-submit......

3rd weeks...

yesterday=noon,acc wan yen went to bank opening account 4 PTPTN....
after tat,went to giant buy somethings...
6pm around,go to night market by school bus+yen ling together!
many vendors traded in the night market estimate 40++
n most of customers are adventive academician....
just like me^^

shopping more
buy more
eat more
n
waste more money.......
i'm poor now.....

i bought a lot!!
bread+biscuit+snack...
after giant
v go to A&W...
enjoy my DOUBLE MOZZA....
2cup of soya bean+fried mushroom+pineapple+4red tasty apple
a pair of shoes+malay styles chicken rice.....
have a contented FRIDAY^^

but i can feel tat my purse was crying..

new life is starting

哇~~~~~生灰尘了.....


够厚几叠...



都已经2010++了...

我也已经1XX9了......

也已经,在这里了!!!

快一个月了!!

可见光阴果然似践!!



前几个月,都在忙...

除了工作,还是工作..

日夜工作....

ritch--->snooker--->kim gary--->kbox+la lounge--->kbox+snooker--->lalounge+kbox....

until now.....nilai......



nice to meet u(nilai)^^

i'm glad to c u again.....

i still remenber when i 1st time entried tis college i was young(maybe 10 years old)

1st image of u,i felt heat until now....haha..no changed...

studying...since end of last month.......

hope i can enjoy n try my best to enrich my life in the future...

hope=do

so,must do it!

do it well n perfect!

cant effort by somebody anymore.........

in my eyes n my mind,only my hope=do!



starting my new life,from NOW!!!



starting make frens wif black people

staring speak english wif my frens

starting listen n speak english wif my each lecturers

starting do anything in english



English is vry important to me in my new life

if i dun know her drastically,i will b end up in here

Disciplinary time is coming....

today...is exam last day......
i didn't feel any sentiment n easy.....
maybe i din put any strive in there.....
haiz...senior three very no easy to ours...
everyone felt confund....depression...
my afflatus of result is coming also...

2morrow......
i crazy...i tired in my life...
MSSM training n school olahraga training....
how i choice?
they made me waver.....

training n match...
this rule of life.....
i hate.....
my school holidays finished........
busy 4 competition at MUAR &BP....busy 4 training in school N BP....busy 4 my camping in NUS...
i will enjoy this busy of life......