Wednesday, September 1, 2010

lost controlling myself

may i know wat circumstance now?
4:21am,lieing in my bed around two hours oledi,y i still cant sleep soundly?
y my brain still reviving my unhappy recall during my high school?
wat a basketball team made me changed much!
i'm still regret tat y i was a basketball player once....

since tat happened,i hd changed....
once,i was a tolerant people...
once,i hd a lot of frens around me...
once,i could face to everybody wif smilling face anytime...
once,i could believe my frens wif genuine heart...
once,frenship be d 1st in my heart,more important than my family....

bt now,i hd 360 changed myself...
i dun hv many frens around me...
i wont believe people....
be filled wif mistrust face to people...
family is d most important to me nw....
dey sacrificially do anythings to me especially my mum....

i wan to refresh original myself.....
bt i still hate d people hurt me deeply in 2008 training camp...
i din do any wrong,y she directly pissed off to me n attacked d wall then run away!

1 comment:

  1. ppl face a lot of obstacles in their life.u have to know what is more important to u.and i am sure there is still true fren in ur life.jia you in changing urself!support u always

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